Cum?

I look deep down in my heart and first I think "oh, it's all right", but at a second sight I see many awfull things. Sometimes I try to change people not myself, I have a serious problem with perseverance and every time I try to solve it I fail. I am afraid of not becoming way to deep, way too critical with myself. I know that I am my biggest critic that's why I don't feel good when others think wrong about be, because I'm the only one who knows what's in my heart.One of my faults is that I'm undecided in many aspects of life, maybe because in my century I have so many opportunities that I can hardly decide what I really want in life. I don't know what to write next because it's hard to be vulnerable, it is says that you have to be strong to be vulnerable and I have to work on it. There are moments in like when you want to see more than what mass-media feeds us with...